Alana Springsteen.Photo: Lily Nelson
Alana Springsteenisn’t afraid to make a mistake.
And, for a 22-year-old woman still just beginning what is an already successful career, both literally and figuratively “messing it up” can be scary.
But Springsteen, who hails from Virginia Beach, is choosing to embrace that uncertainty and the inevitable volatility of her 20s, and she’s doing so with a six-song collection that constitutes part one of her debut album.
“The past two years have been so eye-opening. I’ve been on this journey of really getting to know myself, and your 20s can be an emotional rollercoaster,” Springsteen shares exclusively with PEOPLE. “There’s a lot of things that happen. You’re taking chances, really getting to know yourself for the first time. And I’ve just been writing my way through it.”
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Messing It Up, which is available everywhere now, is about “all of the missteps,” says Springsteen. “We’re not perfect and that’s honestly OK.”
Twenty Somethingserves as the title for the overarching album, with three parts chronicling Springsteen’s journey through those years.
For the debut’sdebut, those mistakes Springsteen makes (and sings about) look and sound a lot like the mistakes of many twenty-somethings.
“So far I’ve messed it up most when it comes to matters of the heart, falling for the wrong guys, missing red flags. There’s times when I’m making mistakes and feeling like I’m doing everything wrong and not trusting my gut,” she reveals. “And then I have periods where I’m figuring things out, and hopefully all of that leads to moments where you’re just getting it right and you’re living in the moment.”
Alana Springsteen.Lily Nelson
As for the decision to divide the album into thirds, Springsteen says she processed everything that’s happened to her in “stages. So I thought it would make sense to bring fans along that journey with me and break it down into these different parts.”
Though Springsteen admits she falls for the wrong guys, heartbreak has so far served as perhaps the most powerful inspiration of all. Referencing her hit song “Me Myself and Why,” Springsteen explains that she was “in the thick” of heartbreak.
To now look at the lead track onMessing It Up, called “You Don’t Deserve a Country Song,” Springsteen is met with a completely different version of herself — one in a “really good place” for the first time after that breakup.
“I just had this perspective of, ‘You know what? I’m not going to let this person take any more than they’ve already taken from me.’ I would sayMessing It Upis from a more self-aware, mature place, even to the point of recognizing my own part in those relationships ending,” she admits. “It takes two people a lot of times to get things wrong and it’s on both sides, and I’m coming face to face with that.”
The rest is history for the two former tour-mates, and the result is a fresh take on a relationship end.
And, while Springsteen is currently wrapping upThe Barstool Whiskey Wonderland Tour with Adam Doleac, she’s set to head back out on the road withLuke Bryanthis summer.
Springsteen has a long history of admiration for Bryan — the first time she toured the Grand Old Opry at just 10 years old, Bryan was performing, and 12 years later, he was the one to personally tell Springsteen she’d bemaking her Opry debut on her 22nd birthday.
It was Springsteen’s Nana, however, who got to deliver the news that she’d be heading out on tour with the “One Margarita” singer.
“She came into town over the holidays and I hadn’t heard about this tour happening yet, and my manager told my Nana off to the side. So we’re sitting around the dinner table and she’s blessing the food and she’s like, ‘And Lord, I just thank you so much that Alana’s going to get to go tour withLuke Bryan,'” Springsteen recalls of the sweet surprise.
“She’s somebody that I just look up to and admire in so many ways, and that moment was real and so cool,” she notes.
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Looking ahead, parts two and three ofTwenty Somethingare due to followMessing It Up, and Springsteen promises that there’s more honesty (and power) where the first batch came from.
“Part two is also just getting to know myself. And a lot of these songs still, to this day when I listen, make me a little uncomfortable,” she says. “But I actually think that’s a good thing because your 20s can be messy, but this is the part of life that makes me stronger.”
source: people.com
