From left: Lamar Odom, Khloé Kardashian and Tristan Thompson.Photo: Steve Granitz/WireImage; Vivien Killilea/Getty; George Pimentel/Getty
Khloé Kardashianmight have moved on fromher past relationships, but that doesn’t mean she doesn’t harbor lingering feelings about them.
While consoling sisterKim Kardashianabout her ex-husbandKanye “Ye” Weston Thursday’s episode ofThe Kardashians, Khloé, 39, revealed that she still can’t fully let go of her guilt stemming from how her romances played out withTristan ThompsonandLamar Odom.
As Kim, 42, cried over the situation with Kanye, Khloé reassured her sister that the rapper’s actions were not her “fault” whatsoever.
“He had so many opportunities to retract what he said and he woulddouble down all the time,” the Good American founder pointed out of Kanye’s antisemitic remarks. “What you did has nothing to do with what’s happening right now.”
Kim agreed, “People make their own choices and their own decisions.”
Khloé then related the situation to her own. “Every single day, I feel bad about Lamar. Every single day, I feel bad about Tristan not being on a team right now,” she revealed. “Lamar is forever gonna be remembered as a drug user, but these are his — these are Kanye’s things — but it doesn’t mean we don’t feel bad about it.”
She continued, “I’m not on your level and I’m not going through what you’re going through right now, but I can relate. It’s OK that you’re crying, it’s OK that you have feelings. You’re such a good person, and that’s why you feel like this and that’s why your heart is breaking for him.”
Khloé Kardashian and Lamar Odom.
Khloé married Lamar, 43, in 2009 after only one month of dating. They called it quits in 2013, though the Good American mogul didn’t officially file for divorce until 2015 because ofhis near-fatal overdosein a Las Vegas brothel. Their separation was finalized in 2016.
After their split, PEOPLE confirmed the ex-couple, who share 5-year-old daughterTrue, wasexpecting their second child via surrogate. Theirson, Tatum, was born last August.
Though the pair are no longer together, a source recently said Khloé and Tristan “became very close again after his mom [Andrea] passed away.” A separate source said Tristan is “doing everything he can again to try and prove himself — not just to Khloé, but to the whole family.”
Despite that, Khloé confirmed on a previous episode ofThe Kardashiansthat she hasno desire to rekindle their romance.
“Him and I have a great friendship relationship, we get along fine, and for my kids, I will put anything to the side,” she said. “I don’t need to ‘punish’ him because I’m not getting back with him.”
Khloé Kardashian and Tristan Thompson.Jerritt Clark/Getty Images
Though Khloé may still feel bad about what happened in her love life past, that hasn’t stopped her from getting back into the dating world — or at least trying to.
On a previous episode ofThe Kardashians, Kim set out tomatch Khloé up with a man in Milanand help her “get her mojo back.” That man ended up being365 DaysactorMichele Morrone.
Though the two spent some time together at the Dolce & Gabbana fashion show and Khloé raved about how “hot” he was, things ultimately never panned out.
Still, Khloé washappy to have the brief interaction. “I’ve had a little tough year so I’m excited just to be in a new environment and have new energy,” she said of being in Milan with Michele.
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source: people.com
