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Ashley Jacobs wantsKathryn Dennisto know she’s sorry.

The 33-year-old registered nurse posted an emotional note to Instagram early Wednesday, publicly apologizing to Dennis and Southern Charm fans for things she said on the hit Bravo show.

As fans know, Jacobs and Dennis have had a tense relationship — their feud playing out onSouthern Charm‘s fifth season. At the time, Jacobs was datingThomas Ravenel, Dennis’ ex and the father of her two children.

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Jacobs’ words were in stark contrast to one of the last times she and Dennis came face-to-face, at theSouthern Charmreunion.

“I can’t rightfully describe how sorry I am, but I’d never forgive myself if I didn’t at least try,” she added.

This isn’t the first time Jacobs has attempted to patch things up with Dennis sinceSouthern Charm‘s cameras stopped filming.

Inan exclusive interview with PEOPLE in July, Jacobs said she ran into Dennis at a restaurant, and hoped they could meet to reconcile their differences. “I actually asked her if she would ever want to get together and talk — coffee, lunch, my treat,” Jacobs recalled. “Kathryn said no.”

Ideally, Jacobs said she wanted to be in a position with Dennis where the two are cordial, focused on forgiveness and moving forward.

“I’d like that opportunity to apologize, but I don’t think she’d ever probably take me that seriously” Jacobs continued. “I forgive very easily, but I have to understand that we’re different people. Just because I’m able to do that, doesn’t mean she can or she wants to. And it’s been hard for me to apologize because I don’t think she really cares.”

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Since then,Jacobs and Ravenel, 55, have splitafter more than a year of dating — each evendeleting all traces of the other off their Instagram accounts.

She revealed the news on Aug. 15 in a teary Instagram live video, saying, “I love Thomas and I’ll always love Thomas. I’ll always care about him.”

“I made a lot of mistakes, and there’s things that I just shouldn’t have said,” Jacobs added. “I just should have kept my mouth shut. It was not my place. And I think the hardest thing is going to bed every night and thinking how different things would be in my life right now had I just shut my mouth. So I do. I beat myself up a lot.”

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As for Dennis, she doesn’t seem interested in having a relationship with Jacobs.

Earlier this month, Dennis slammed Jacobs on Twitter for claims thatthe stress of shootingSouthern Charmled to her weight loss.

“Girl this is your first year and you’re an a——,” Dennis tweeted. “Sorry to be blunt but there’s no excuse. The original cast has been through a helluva lot more.”

“Get yourself together and move on,” Dennis added. “Be an a—— in private. Truth hurts. Bye.”

source: people.com