Cheyenne Floydand her fiancéZach Davisrecounted a terrifying experience that they went through while going to a doctor’s appointment earlier this year with their children.

On Tuesday’s season premiere ofTeen Mom: The Next Chapter,Floyd said as footage showed her celebrating her daughter’s birthday with a glamorous tea party, “From the outside, my life looks perfect, but to be honest I haven’t been transparent about what’s really been going on. This next chapter, I’m ready to get closure.”

Floyd shares sonAce, 15 months, with Davis, and is also mom to 5-year-old daughterRyderwith exCory Wharton.

Floyd emotionally said while sitting next to Davis, “It’s so weird because I pictured this moment, this exact moment, so many times as far as how we were going to explain this. It’s like, you never think that it would be you. I never thought that something like this would happen to me.”

Cheyenne Floyd.Emma McIntyre/Getty

Cheyenne Floyd attends the 2019 MTV Movie and TV Awards at Barker Hangar on June 15, 2019 in Santa Monica, California.

“We woke up, Ryder had an appointment at the doctor’s. Ryder had his first checkup,” Davis explained.

“We’re just riding and the music was playing. It was a normal car day, and Chey looks at me and goes, ‘What is that?’ It was a green beam on my face,” he continued.

Floyd noted that she “was in complete and utter shock.”

“It was somebody we both knew,” Davis continued. (The name of the alleged shooter has not been disclosed.)

Zach Davis with son Ace and Cheyenne Floyd’s daughter Ryder.Cheyenne Floyd/Instagram

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“He’s been here at Chey’s house. There are pictures with him and all of a sudden you start hearing shots. He hit the car 13 times, and we crashed into the back of a Prius. It was the worst feeling in the world,” Davis said.

“It’s a miracle that we’re still here. God literally covered us that day because every cop who was there said they don’t understand how we are all alive,” said Floyd. “And hearing it over and over and over I just wanted them to all stop saying it because I had to pinch myself to make sure I understood that I was alive.”

“At what point is this going to be over?” Floyd asked her mother, Margaret Floyd after receiving that news, adding that the case has continuously been delayed. “We are stuck in a constant replay of the worst day of your life. Everything is just a trigger. Everything is a reminder.”

Zach Davis and Cheyenne Floyd.Zach Davis/Instagram

Cheyenne Floyd, Zach Davis

“I feel like he didn’t kill us, but he took so much from us.” she shared.

Her mom said, “He did, but you cannot give him anything else.”

“It’s just not fair,” theTeen Momstar added. “I don’t get why we have to go through that. I don’t get why the kids had to go through that.”

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